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11月23日

Back to business

Hej,
 
I have decided to share the bits and bobs of my blessing life here again.............
5月15日

Forever I Am Changed By Your Love……

It is already mid-May and my time at Woodlands will soon be drawing to a close. A scenario I could imagine all the time would most likely to be asked one same question again and again,

-‘Have you enjoyed your time working at Woodlands?’

-‘Errrr……’nervously scratching my head, desperate trying to come up with an easy answer.

-Blessed?

-Oh, yeah! Try holding an only weeks’ old new-born baby in your arm ten o’clock in the morning at Acorns, i’d be very surprised if you are not amazed by God’s wonderful creation and wondering the gift of life.

-Routine?

-Not as bad as it always sounds when battling on ‘Scrabble’ with some extremely sharp-minded eighty-year-old has become your unshakable routine on every Tuesday morning at Oaks.

-Challenging?

-Always, as you can imagine how miserably nervous I was to explain a new game to a gang of six-year olds at the ‘Explorers’.

 

-what have you enjoyed most working at Woodlands?

 

-The privilege to work with children. I really love them to bits. Trivially, thanks to some moms’ trust, I have developed a new parenting skill, which is also an unexpected bonus of serving as a volunteer in the past few months, babysitting. Reading a bed-time story can often be very easy until I am given a dinosaur book with all the sophisticated dinosaur names, it also cracked me up every time I was corrected by a three-year- old who has obviously heard the story gazillion times.  Usually I can be excused for being a foreigner; changing nappy is another challenge or privilege, I should say, that it really opened my eyes as what parents can do for their children. Though diaper technology has been noticeably advanced over the decades, changing diaper has never been easy.........anyway; babysitting still can be a promising part-time, varying from dead-easy to very handful.

-How have you grown spiritually during this past year serving at Woodlands?

- I am very often amazed by how much God knows me being fuzzy and lack of sense of discipline and accountability that He has used every opportunity to train me to be more organized and reliable. Most importantly, I have learned to solely rely on His strength and wisdom instead of seeking self-sufficiency as I learn to put trust in Him. This has always been hard for me but I believe as He knows my frustration, my doubt and my desire to have a closer relationship with Him. He will lead me through everything and reveal himself through his unfailing faithfulness and abiding love.

Indeed, I have been so blessed in every way in the past few months working at Woodlands, on top of which is being with God’s people. The genuine friendship Woodlands people have offered has meant a lot to me and I will definitely treasure it in my memory, for here at Woodlands, once again I was changed by His love and reminded to live every moment for Him.

 

4月20日

Blessed Easter Holiday-LONDON

Determined to make the most of my two weeks' easter holiday which i am afraid i will not have one like this after i get back to china, i have made a trip down to the capital city of Britian, London. yep. one of the most glamorous cities in the world, also the expensive one as well as i have only stayed for a week, my pocket has been burned a well big hole, however, my passion of exploring this city has just been fired up and i just love this city. there is just so much London has to offer and the comprehensive underground system makes it all simple to get around..

 

Day one, overwhelmed by the sheer size of British Museum while i was roaming from one gallery to another, day two i spent almost half day taking pictures of the Dinosaur at the National history Museum, a comic explaining the extinction of dinosaur is well amusing (see pic). Day three, it was an unusual sunny day for London so i made an effort to have an early start get on the London Eye, where a thirty mins trip in a capsule gave me a smashing bird view of the whole London from 360 degrees, which was really cool. then i walked through st James Park, one of the many royal parks, to China town, had planned to have a proper chinese meal but ended up with expensive greasy dodgy chinese buffet. bad decision making.. well, my nostalgia was more or less satisfied though. after that, i spent the whole afternoon lying on the steps of trafalgar square watching passers-by and feeding smelly pigeons..Day four, i paid an expensive visit to the highly recommended Madame Tussauds. Blimey!! i thought i was early, but the whole morning, i was QUEUEING from outside to inside, from downstairs to upstairs, from the corner to the stairs. a real life experience of living in the UK. to be fair, my good patience was compensated by pulling Chalie chaplin's mustach, holding hand of the king of England, or making faces in front of the president. didn't bother to take a pix with the Queen as had to be charged extra, heehee....had a lovely time there. in the afternoon i went to have a walk at Hyde park and pretended to be homeless tramp on the bench. on my way home in the evening, i took a snap at the 9 and 3/4 platform in king cross station from Harry Porter...Day five, found chinese embassy by chace and while i was taking a pic of it, questioned by police officer if there was any particular reason i was taking a photo of it...and then he started to say what a nice building the embassy is and stuff like that...indeed, the embassy building wasn't too shabby..the rest of the afternoon was spent eating ice cream and sun bathing at Regent's Park, my personal favorite park. Day six. rushing to the Buckingham Palace to see the guard changing cememony in the morning only told there was no changing this morning...Bother!!! nobody told me yesterday. but i felt a lot better when i relized that i wan't the only one that wasn't told about the change either. with a tumbling tummy and a twinkling of an eye, i arrived at Notting Hill saturday market. felt  just like walking in a typical open market in china, it was so crowd that i had to push to make my way. Buying the book of 'Anolects' of Confucious at the travel bookshop with the blue door, which was run by Hugh Grant in the film of 'Notting hill' just made my day...btw, to rent a flat in those pretty Victorian buildings at Notting hill seems so out of reach to most of Londoners. so pricy!!!! Day seven, the blessing of all blessings came by being able to reflect upon the price Jesus has paid for me and joyfully celebrate His resurrection at a church in central london, All Souls.

 

have a blessed easter

2月17日

‘Be strong and do the work’

It is already half way through my Careforce year since coming to the Woodlands in September last year. In the past few months, I have been involved in quite a range of work, from mums and tots to youth works and some work with the elderly as well. So far it’s been exciting but challenging as I have been taken out of the comfort zone that I have always enjoyed as a student, instead I have been challenged to do things that I have never done before and didn’t know if I was capable of. Especially from this term, I have been given more opportunities at some youth clubs, along with more responsibilities as well; I have started to lead a small group at TRASH and do the Bible teaching at EXPLORERS. I have also helped to run two lunch clubs at Woodlands School with youth workers from other churches. It’s been great and the generous support I have received from people of the Woodlands has well equipped me to get on and do unfamiliar and challenging work with confidence. Of course there have been times I felt terribly homesick; times that I found myself in a difficult situation where two distinctive cultures clashed; times that I struggled with building up relationships, either with people or with God; times that I was so fed up with ‘fish and chips’ and craved a real Chinese meal, (definitely not Chinese take-away) And I am still constantly experiencing these frustrations, which tempt me to doubt the worthiness of what I am doing and put my trust in God. ‘Thank you for your giving heart’, said a mom coming to the Acorns. Ever since then, I have been constantly challenged by asking myself, ‘do I really HAVE a giving heart?’
 
At the end of his life, King David passed over the throne and the task of building the temple to the young and inexperienced Solomon. In David’s instruction, he encouraged his son twice using the phrase’ be strong and do the work’ (1 Chronicles 28:10) after centuries, these same words still ring into my life as a Careforce volunteer at the Woodlands. I need to ‘be strong and do the work’ and most importantly, the only way to achieve this is to find strength from the ever-present God, for ‘I can do everything through him who gives me strength’ (Philippians 4:13)
1月14日

update

Dear friends,

 

For the next seven months in Derby, I am gonna live with the Kings family, Stephen, Rachel and their two little boys, Matthew and Daniel. Though moving around is such a nuisance, I have been looking forward to this day for ages. Because A I am living much much closer to the church I am working at now, B I am COMPLETELY fending for myself, which is exactly what I need. The days of starvation have finally come to an end, Praise the Lord !!!!!!!!!!!!!! C most of the friends that I can really relate to are living in the neighborhood, Peter and Angela, a retired couple who have been devoted to taking care of Careforce workers for years, but they only host boys coz themselves have four boys. My pastoral carer, George and Ros are living just down the corner. Richard and Christine used to live in China for seven years and I got to know them at the Chinese Christian Fellowship. Now we happen to live on the same side of the road. I can even play basketball at their back yard with the boys. D though it’s not broadband and I have only get online after 10;15pm, now I can at least have access to internet by dialing up, which is extremely expensive. It should be okay just checking up email. So I am sorry but don’t expect me to chat on msn for long.

 

I will go back to work tomorrow and also have to start the long process of visa application for this voluntary work, as I am still on my student visa which is gonna run out by the end of the month. So it will be great if you could just pray for me about that.

 

My new address now is 32 Askerfield Avenue, Allestree, DE22 2SU, Derby, UK. Tel 00441332553145. It’d be great to hear from you. Likewise, it’d be equally great if you could just send me your address and contact numbers. I’d love to stay in touch with each one of you and keep you posted.

 

With love,

Shilin

12月31日

New Year Resolution

Have u got one? Mine would be only kept to myself just in case i fail to fulfil it this time next year..
12月26日

Have u had a jolly good christmas?

The No.1 christmas present i have got this year is a pair of luxury cozy Lounge Socks from Andy and Elspeth, whom i was staying over christmas. i pulled them on as soon as i got them. brilliant, just perfect for the lounge- around days. Drifting into the lounge in PJ about 10am; still yawning with half-open drowsy eyes on the couch; turned the tele on; grabbed the daily newspaper or just fell asleep again..........that was my perfect lounge-around days and i quite enjoyed it....Have i still got any days like that ? Hmm..that's a good question but i'd rather not answer it.
 
Christmas dinner was just wonderful. Have u ever tried bread sauce instead of traditional cranberry sauce; roasted patatos are as popular as always; brussel sprout, hate it or love it; for dessert, christmas pudding with brandy butter, fruit salads combinded with maringue or home- made chocolate cake, take ur pick; if u like none of these, there was still apple and cranberry tart. i am not a big fan of pastry stuff though.........
 
 
 
 
12月17日

Big Day

Monday, 12 December, 2005

 

Graduation Day

It was just a typical bleak midwinter morning, but for me, it was rather unusual and special.  It’s my graduation day. Yep, I made it. By 8am, I was already smartly dressed in my graduation robe. It felt great but heavy. I guess these robes are probably exclusively tailored for the white students whose shoulders are way too broader than such a little Chinese girl like me, because it just kept falling down and I dared not run or get too excited fearing that it might fall apart anytime. They are also as heavy as saddlers, and I had to adjust my shirt all the time to make sure I looked okay. So by the end of the day my shoulders were just so tense and stiff that I couldn’t even smile naturally when I got my graduation photo taken.

 

The ceremony started at 10am sharp, as we lined up and slowly marched into the Great Hall, the trumpet went joyfully. There they are, my dear friends, Andrew, Sue and Joe from the Lions Club, and Elspeth, dear sister from the church. I could tell immediately from their glowing faces that they were proud of me at that moment. I was just smiling at them, expressing how much I appreciated they made time to come. Generally speaking, it’s not a pompous ceremony as universities like Oxbridge. On hearing my name, I stepped quickly onto the front and received the conferment from the Chancellor, ‘Congratulations, you have done very well’. Habitually I said ‘cheers’ instead of ‘thank you’. I am sure the Chancellor wouldn't mind. anyway, Who cares, I am done.

 

Apart from the ceremony, the best part of the day was to see so many friends again from the old school days and many of whom were just bumped into out of the blue. Screaming in surprise, hugging with great affection, we just couldn’t help expressing how happy to see each other again. Departing was certainly sad, but as long as we keep each other in mind, distance is really nothing.

 

As Christmas is approaching, my dear friends, I miss you more than anytime of the year though we are still thousands miles away. The message here is I have always considered myself very lucky and blessed to have had friends like you and I have been so grateful for that. Have a very happy Christmas and God bless.

 

 

 

10月22日

i have got cell now

call me at 07738413631
10月7日

Smarties Work Best

Sorry for the poor quality of the pix recently uploaded..i have been keeping busy with all the youth work though what i am doing is rather insignificant and much less glamorous compared to those group leaders who do all the talking...shifting chairs, playing with children, hoovering carpet and folding tables...i wouldn't say i enjoy it very much, but considering my experience in youth work, fair enough ! i am doing my best everyday anyway and i am doing well.
 
 
 
 
10月3日

a new start of learning curve

it's been great and i am heading home in two weeks time.....yahoo!!!!!!!!!
9月14日

Leaving Lancaster

it's an unusually umcomfortable feeling. it's an neither speakable nor expressable sadness. obviously i am heading for something that seems to be quite exciting, yet i am not really excited about it. obviously i have got something that is quite memorable in Lancaster, yet i don't know why i can't just cry out to show how sad i am about leaving all these behind as i used to. that might make me feel better. Andrew might have a point there,' that's all because you have grown up'.....have i ? went to Lion's tuesday meeting for the last time today and good to see all the familiar and warm faces. Andrew came to pick me up as usual in his posh BMW. he looks especially great today , and i noticed that he's got a green tie, which just match my green shirt.....everything seemed to be the same and everything seems fine.  i sold the raffle and received gifts from the Lions. and i never expected i would cry untill Andrew stood in front of me, seriously and continuously said ' you know where we are', all of a sudden, the tears burst out and i told him i am gonna miss him sooo much. strangely, i thought i would have cried when i said goodbye to David or Craig whom i spent much more time than Andrew. but when that moments came, it's the other way around..which makes it even sadder.
9月7日

she's beautiful

congratulations on the birth of deborah and dan's baby girl, Miram...SHE is beautiful..i am sooooo dying to hold her in my arms...........so happy for them...and can't wait to see the little girl in a year when deborah and dan come back to China..... 
 
 
9月6日

free at last?????????

Can't believe that after 36 hours awake, i am still sober, sitting in front of my coputer fixing my dissertation..............whether it's a yes or no from my supervisor......i am handing it in  or i am going mad.........
8月31日

THE ADVENTURE OF SEEING THE DOC

went to hospital today cos of unbearable stomachache.,,,,thought i would have felt much better having seen the doc, ...WORSE....long have heard of the bad reputation of NHS, it's just never been affected before, this time, i can't believe i was actually in hospital, all the waiting, useless routine check up, i was left lying there most of the time and having found out that the painkiller didn't work out, the doc told me let's wait and see if the stomach could take care of itself....SELF CURED?? yeah!! good idea.... then sent a nurse or what to sell me more painkillers and go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
having come back to my room...it seems i can't do anything just putting up with the constant pain, a bit chilly, a bit dizzy, a bit streessed out and feel very much ridiculous........
 
dear friends, take care of yourself,,,there is no doc here for you.........if you are sick, so be it....
 
 
 
8月26日

raccoon eyes again

530am....yawning...birds chirpping ...when does it come to an end ??? is there anybody thinking of me at the moment?? i guess NOBODY...anybody out there?
8月24日

xoxoxoxoxoxo

YOU WAIT, EVERYONE HAS AN ANTARCTIC !
8月23日

HESK BANK

this tuesday is Lion's social evening..so no meeting!!! and we went to a pub named Hesk Bank , which is said to have more than 200 years history...after sandwiches and chips, we went along the canal and visited some boat houses....it's  a bit dark, couldn't see everything clearly but we have got Andrew, a live distionary of Lancaster's history......he is sooooooooooo cool....i love him.....
8月22日

Countdown Days turned me into a paranoid creature

i am in a very very very depressing mood lately cos i am pissed off with myself for some reasons plus fxxxxxx cold in the broad daylight in summer.....darn!!!!!!!..i know i am gonna be okay soon...better stay in my room  and not go out to offend people............everything is gonna be frozen to keep them fresh till i am resurrected !!!!! 

 

 
Turn in my dissertation
Go get popcorn and snacks and a tankful of alchohols
Get a movie or  get legless
Drink till drop and sick in bed for a couple of days.......reflection
Get together with friends
PACK
 
 
 
 
 
no food + laziness + a phone call+ wash-up === a jumbo bowl of noodles made by Grace ...thank u, Grace and Alex...
 
 
 
 
 
 
8月21日

LAWN GREEN BOWLING

Time: Beautiful Sunday afternoon
Venue: Intoxicating Lake District
People: Amazing Lions and Lionesses
Activity: Lawn Green Bowling
 
 
 
Another unforgettable experience with the Lions-----Lawn Green Bowling....When Susan told me that we were going to go Lawn green bowling, My first reaction was, ' wasn't that for old people ?' i didn't mean to be rude to suggest Susie is old, heehee..it's just the impression i have got for this one of oldest ball games ' on a sunny afternoon some old men in their cloth caps, doddering up and down the lawns with two wooden balls in each of their hands. i have seen old people play it in China but have never given a go myself..but from today on, if anybody comes up with the surprising face that i actually went Green Bowling, i would defend myself by telling them ' you are sadly mistaken by those stereotypes, THIS IS absolutely a game for all ages!!!! and it's easy to learn...
 
Luckily i  have got two coaches today..one is craig, who explained the basic rules of the game and what is what....for some reason, he can never explain things  but today i think he did quite well, OR it is  just easy to figure out by watching others play..' just roll your ball as close  as possible to a target ball called 'jack'.....'one side of the ball is designed slightly flattened so that it rolls with a curve, which is also the hardest part of the game' .........yadayadayada...okay..got it...then the other coach is my partner Ken Thomas, such a cheerful man...He is a top player and it's been such a pleasure to be on his team...we played two games altogher, lost the first one cos my performance was disappointing and won the last one, it's not that i have improved, it's just Ken is way tooooooo good..heehee...or we were just lucky..anyway, in Ken's words, ' we are just playing for fun'...yeah..he's soooooo right to the point of the mission statement of the Lions Club,' FOR FUN, FELLOWSHIP, AND FUNDRAISING-----JUST FOLLOW THAT LION'
 
The food was also brilliant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for someone like me who's having sandwiches everyday, this is totally a winner .....i just love the Lions sooooooooooo much, especially the L&M Lions and Lionesses..
 
trivially, special thanks goes to the Milnes family that picked us up all the way from Heysham and Susan and Andrew sent us back, safe, quick and cheeful............xiexiexiexie!!!!!!!!!!